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so I’ve been neglecting this journal for a while now... it’s not that I have lost interest in Livejournal (I still check it at least every other day) it’s just my life has been... well boring as far as happenings.
I have been at Pep Direct for about three months now, and I am loving the job. I am a lot happier than I was towards the last couple months of my job at wendy’s. Though I’ll admit, i do miss the people that I worked with, I don’t miss the stress. And apparently there is a lot more drama & back stabbing going on. Something that I just don’t want to deal with or be involved with; granted, there will always be that kinda thing, but at least the high school drama aspect is no longer there. Just petty adults. Now the only thing i really stress about is whether or not I’ll make good numbers or whether or not the lead guy is flirting with me. :-D
Even if nothing comes from flirting with said lead guy, I am actually, happy with the whole situation. It feels nice to actually feel butterflies in your stomach again at the sight of a guy. Especially a guy whose older, and an artist. That just made him even more awesome- the artist part, the older part I don’t really care about, but I figure I’ve dated all guys who were younger than me, older would be a nice change. I was worried for a while that I was still in love with Matt, wouldn’t want anyone else but Matt. I still do love him in a way, and I think that, because we didn’t really end on bad terms, a part of me will always love him and want to be with him. But I am ready to move on. I am happy and secure in all aspects of my life, I just want someone to share it with.
I don’t think people I’ve told about this stuff really understand, but it feels amazing to just be interested in a guy again. And I act like such a silly school girl around him- I forget how to talk, and I’ve hit my head a couple times now because we were talking and I forgot about the electronics box that’s head level to me. Never realized how easily I blushed before.... Yeah, I’m a dork, I’ll admit it.
So the job is going well, the apartment is going well. Thanks to the tax refund & econimc stimulus package, I am now back on track as far as finances. This makes me happy, but can also be dangerous as I sit there and think “well, now i can afford it so why not buy it?” I’m trying to save up for some big toys- such as a new sound system for my car and a motorcycle (which is something that I’ve wanted since I was around 16) The spring weather also kinda helps with those thoughts.. the warm weather makes me think of how awesome the drive to work would be on a bike. Plus, there is the trip to dublin with manda next year. So many things I want, not enough money :-P
But yes, i am alive, and doing well. I have been trying to eat healthier, and since I’ve left Wendy’s, I have lost weight, which is nice. So, trying to lose weight & get a bit more in shape.
I have been at Pep Direct for about three months now, and I am loving the job. I am a lot happier than I was towards the last couple months of my job at wendy’s. Though I’ll admit, i do miss the people that I worked with, I don’t miss the stress. And apparently there is a lot more drama & back stabbing going on. Something that I just don’t want to deal with or be involved with; granted, there will always be that kinda thing, but at least the high school drama aspect is no longer there. Just petty adults. Now the only thing i really stress about is whether or not I’ll make good numbers or whether or not the lead guy is flirting with me. :-D
Even if nothing comes from flirting with said lead guy, I am actually, happy with the whole situation. It feels nice to actually feel butterflies in your stomach again at the sight of a guy. Especially a guy whose older, and an artist. That just made him even more awesome- the artist part, the older part I don’t really care about, but I figure I’ve dated all guys who were younger than me, older would be a nice change. I was worried for a while that I was still in love with Matt, wouldn’t want anyone else but Matt. I still do love him in a way, and I think that, because we didn’t really end on bad terms, a part of me will always love him and want to be with him. But I am ready to move on. I am happy and secure in all aspects of my life, I just want someone to share it with.
I don’t think people I’ve told about this stuff really understand, but it feels amazing to just be interested in a guy again. And I act like such a silly school girl around him- I forget how to talk, and I’ve hit my head a couple times now because we were talking and I forgot about the electronics box that’s head level to me. Never realized how easily I blushed before.... Yeah, I’m a dork, I’ll admit it.
So the job is going well, the apartment is going well. Thanks to the tax refund & econimc stimulus package, I am now back on track as far as finances. This makes me happy, but can also be dangerous as I sit there and think “well, now i can afford it so why not buy it?” I’m trying to save up for some big toys- such as a new sound system for my car and a motorcycle (which is something that I’ve wanted since I was around 16) The spring weather also kinda helps with those thoughts.. the warm weather makes me think of how awesome the drive to work would be on a bike. Plus, there is the trip to dublin with manda next year. So many things I want, not enough money :-P
But yes, i am alive, and doing well. I have been trying to eat healthier, and since I’ve left Wendy’s, I have lost weight, which is nice. So, trying to lose weight & get a bit more in shape.
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